Date: 5/2/2009

Completely broken

When u went it was like ice had frozen my heart, pain n torment tore me apart... U gave me purpose but the bliss was so fleeting, my souls died but my hearts still beating... U can never b replaced n the pain iv faced since u left has broke me, u wer my guidin light my strength 2 fight n b all i could b... My strength's sapped my spirits destroyed, my soul just an empty void, my mind so paranoid... The future seemed so wonderful, genuinely beautiful but then u grew cold, u did as u wanted i did as i was told... They told me 2 get over u they didnt understand,around u my whole life had been planned... Im waking up from this fantasy created by u, u broke my pride,broke me inside n broke everything i looked forward 2... I know now these things i feel,r not just in my head.. I know this pains real,i know inside im dead... Lifes no longer something i treasure deaths all that i seek, i no longer feel pleasure i just feel worthless n weak... Uv broken my soul uv broken my faith, uv took away the whole thing that kept me safe... Being with u was bad,but without u i feel worse.. U wer all i ever had,even though u wer a curse... Uv killed what fulfilled all the things i need, enjoy life n know i think of u whenever i bleed... U bled me dry im 2 numb 2 even cry a single tear, but with no hope left the sanctuary of deaths nothing 2 fear...


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